Ah ha I knew it, it is what I read it that book long ago. It is the man, tall and skittish.
That man means Four screwed me over, I know he could have killed rabbits with out my meds, and that man means I desperately need them. It truly surprises me that Two let Four do that shit. He always made sure I had at least ten pills on me at ALL times.

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Now what?