i hate having to admit
that those last two posts
were mistakes

but

admit your mistake
learn your mistake
and never ever
do it again






karM

sighh

everyone is so boringg
does no one want to playy
no one will even humor mee
thats a shamee


welll


im not about to waste my time outt
of my celll
so tell mee
what do you want to knoww





karM

im betrayingg
shhhh
no one hass to knoww

ive solved a puzzelll
of colors to many times to countt

so my brilant friendss

whos up for a game or fourr





karM

i find it funny
that she wouldnt leave food
or money
but  instead she left a rubiks cube

thats a joke it must be
for ive solved thirty three
when i lived with John and Anne


she has some crude humor
you see






karM

i think its just dawned on me that most not all tall people are bitches
the bitches and dicks in school would always pick on the shorter people

just think for a second to the guy who pushed you
into the wall that one time only for you to snap your wrist

or the chick who screamed that you had tried to stab her
when your pocket knife was hidden in you locker

or your parents who gave you up for adoption
just beacause your a little crazy

or fear who lurks just beyond your veiw
trying to make you a mindless zombie


now this whole post may seem quite random
but its not
bitch grew about a foot and a half in about three days
thats right this bitch is now two feet  taller than myself at six foot something
that worries me
how does a human grow that fast



karM

lets see if your a liar or not
my friend will gladly take a gift such
as that


on another note
the moutains are not even
slightly closer even
after two days of walking
 I think I either walked in circles
or its all fake
fear seems to be able to do that




karM

the trees above fears sight
show nothing but the night
no road no light
i hate height

i hate the fear chasing me
hunting me

its annoying to say the least
but at least i found a source of power
from the fucking calculator i was choked with this morning
its quite useless for the lack of sun as of late

i found tracks
human
i hope it was the brat
for i plan to pluck her eyes out

other than that
i see a moutain
i travled about three thousand miles
if im right on where i am
i started in sourthern canada and ended up
in the northern part
near jasper





karM

I
SWEAR IF  I FIND YOU I WILL
FUCKING GUT YOU LIKE THE SWINE YOU ARE
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SO SMART
DIRECTING THAT FUCKING FEAR TO WAKE ME UP
AT FOUR AM OF ALL THE TIMES POSSIBLE
MILES AND MILES AWAY FROM FOOD WARMTH OR POWER
I KNOW THAT IN A FEW DAYS THIS LAPTOP WILL DIE AND I
WILL HAVE ALL THE FUCKING TIME I NEED TO HUNT YOU DOWN
AND PUT AN ARROW THROUGH YOUR HEART
AND YOU CANT SAY I DIDNT WARN YOU
I DID HERE
YOU KNEW MY BASE CAMP
SO YOU KNOW OF THIS


NO MERCY


R.I.P BUBBLES THE KITTEN




karM

last night
or early this morning
it finally snowed
it was like earth was paying its
respects
and it was the start of my real
fight
because that brat
left another key
it isnt even cut

so i tracked them down
they happen to be
a thirteen year old girl hiding in plain sight
im not going to let a little brat
scare me

so i took the cat
and left a note
and if shes to leave
any more shit for me
her cute little kitten will be
no more


if you got a problem with thatt
if you hate me for itt
well fuck youu

Isa wunjo-ansuz-nauthiz-nauthiz-ansuz kenaz-isa-laguz-laguz isa-teiwaz






karM

 A FUCKING SHED. THATS IT.
THERE WASNT EVEN ANYTHING IN THE PILE OF SHIT.
ONLY ANOTHER FUCKING ANGEL.

LETS HOPE THAT LITTLE FUCK HAS AN AMAZING HIDING PLACE.
BECAUSE ONE COULD ONLY GUESS WHAT ILL DO TO THEM.


i wish i coulddd
just forgive anddd
forgettt






karM

the box

a threat

someone
had the guts
to go to my home
and leave a threat

they left a card
my favouite of cards
the five of hearts
held in place with tape
reading 'GO AWAY'

they left me one screw
a roll of tape
an angel trapped in a clear stone
and taped to it was a key

they scratched LEAVE
in
THE
boxx

timme for a huntt
NO mercy will be
shownn to THEM




karM

when i got back to the dark
i found a box
a cigar box
sitting
just sitting

it has the word gift wrote on it
illegable words on the side
is tape shut now the only
question is do i open it




karM

i forgot the girl
she was waiting for me

she had a knife and cut
my arm this is
not over not even close

the hunt
has begun
and it will continue





karM

oh didnt i say
the younge one would belive
oh he does
maybe to well
OH WELL

but now
oh yes now
we have a hunt
to start
he belives deep in his heart
that he is safe from us

so on the count of five
i dispose of the girl filled with flys
 and the hunt will start



karM

...


still silent
non responsive


is there a thing to do
but watch the flys
do what they do
eating and hatching


the boredom of time
is never ending
i need more
things to do



karM

have i made a friend
could it be true

they know much
maybe to much

maybe not

the cold is boring

having someone to talk with
might
make it better



karM

thats my line

to use it as a name

is saddining at the least

i say it now and never again

thats my line




karM